It is 3 in the morning and I just want it to rain..............
Asleep. Awake. Asleep. Awake.......swimming swimming sinking to the
bottom of the vast ocean floor no help to reach the surface but would I
take it if there was?
Suffocating, crushed under the tow, under the
force..surrounded me, no, ATTACKING me, can't see beyond what I think
might be could be, MUST BE real, because seeing is believing but do I
really believe...I can't be sure of what I feel is or was real, of WHO I
thought was real before, all i know is that I stare into the emptiness
that sits just behind the eyes of the sad ones, the lonely and depressed
ones and I wonder what it is I fight so hard for, I TRY so hard for?
This is not a plea, I am not begging for a reason why, just simply
pondering the act of asking the question, the question in and of itself,
wondering if its really worth the effort to ask......The question is
where the heart truly lies, it's in the pieces in the in between that
you can find, that I can find that we all can find who and what we are
truly meant to be. I find myself in an insomniac's DrEamScApE these past
few days, not knowing which way is up and which is out, which way is in
and which is down......
Sleep comes quick and with it dreams of a better
way a better day a better night........I hope to get some fucking sleep
tonight
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